i'm aN expression-less stone..

2008-06-01T20:51:00.003+08:00

went teo heng ktv with evi, huiqi and meiting (moses pangseh) yesterday. can't believe tt i actaully sang for six hours, from 1 to 7. longest duration i ever sang. the banana pie at the basement's bakery shop is damn nice. there were like so many pre-orders lah. i got the last two.

so julius joined in and we watched the narnia prince caspian. i really like the first narnia ar, thought its much much better...storywise. the prince caspian story is very the i feel no logic one. very funny ar. the lion want to appear then come out dun want then hide...?? and the reason why the narnians are leading under miseries is because the trees and the seas had fallen into a really deep deep sleep and needed the lion roar to wake them up. but worth watching lah.

i suppose my elder bro wasn't really very happy on the few days leading to his birthday. this was wat happened. i bought him a leather multi-namecard holder cause he previously said he wanted it. but when he received it, he said he actually got one during his cambodia trip the wk b4. then following that..my younger bro gave the chang jiang 7 hao (CJ7) soft toy to him. diaoz...if i am him...i oso dunno wat to say.

and this coming fri is my younger bro's birthday. i'll be doing 2NTM again.

2008-05-19T16:43:00.002+08:00

masalamat, we mean no harm to u. just come out and save us the trouble of searching for u! stupid chibai &%#%$%^.

went to catch sajc band's musical concert yesterday. bravo! to the musical! it was really well done man...the musical band's music, acting, dancing, props. farah is almost a second malorie. tts beside the pt. though the music in the first half wasn't say in the top condition..i really love the tone of the band...especially the woodwinds'. this batch's woodwind sound is really zai! miss jc days, really. how i wish our batch did a musical oso.

oso, got to see many of my batch mates...finally after so so long. shuzk meng looks like a doll now with her new hair and serene has tt metal thing on her. ok tts not the pt. the pt is i get to know like where they are now...doing wat.

i really like singing and doing things relating to the pop music scene. but when pp say then u choose music to study lah...i always say 'dun be crazy lah, tt can't give u a stable income' and want it to be something i do as a interest. but lately, i've been thinking...wat will happen if i dun go uni. like instead go ahead to learn music producing...or other things. is it damn stupid and impulsive. but i really dun have any tiny bit of interest in those courses the uni offers. i mean i am only 19...there still a chance even if i started out later than so many pp. haizya i will only allow me to have until ord to consider.

2008-04-20T00:35:00.002+08:00

kristy lee cook got out this wk. i was quite sad about the result actually. she amazed us at the audition with her rendition of 'amazing grace'...raised our expectation of her. and then, moving on to top 12 girls wk, top 12, 11 wk..everything seemed to go downhill for her. but she isn't as bad as what everyone thinks. she proved herself in 'anyway', 'forever'. i can see that she really got serious and wants to do well and proves something. thats wat i like about her man. unlike others like jason, brooke. i realise that most of this season's contestants (apart from a few like david archuleta and hernandez) have a bit of pitch problems. syesha especially...she can belt out all the big notes..yes but most of the time she will have a few moments of pitchiness in her performance. kristy oso. david cook for the past two wks yes (dunno why he got such good comments on his mariah's song). and its irritating that the judges didn't really point them out.

2008-04-11T20:08:00.002+08:00

i went for alumni band last sat..abit disappointed by the number of 05/06 batch pp there. but nevertheless, got to see a few.

my first wk in camp after the long wk break from thailand. new rsm is damn rigid when it comes to matters concerning discipline. when we could have all the freedom...now what happens man.

btw, idol gives back was really quite boring. i hope there'll be more good vocal performances next yr...afterall its a singing show.

2008-04-05T00:12:00.025+08:00

finished watching Hairspray on dvd. the songs are good. checked out 4 of kelly clarkson's demo recording for her upcoming fourth album. i'm really glad that she is putting aside her usual frustrations, anger..and at last there are some sweet songs from her. her voice has become so coarse, raspy from singing songs like 'since you been gone', 'behind these hazel eyes', 'never again' too much live. hopefully she will get lots of REST and have a long career ahead.

have you guys watched the movie Atonement? its really worth your time. nice movie music, picture, and quality acting. james mcavoy is really a great actor..checked out his two other movies 'last king of scotland' and 'becoming jane' also. keira knightley really has the look and class to pull off this kind of character. like her accent. like her better in pride and prejudice though. the oscar winning soundtrack is really great..stands out on its own. it accompanied me throughout the whole thailend atec lah. its amazing how the sound of typewriter can fit into the music so well.

2008-04-04T02:44:00.002+08:00

i haven't blog for like god knows how long. mainly due to laziness. tiuniuniu, i saw ur tag finally..haven really visit my own blog for a while. i really feel damn bad..abt not keeping in touch with the band pp. the previous time i saw you guys was like last yr around march-april period? when i went back to visit the juniors. i could've gone to the saint alumni concert in jan this yr, but somehow it happened to be my dad's birthday as well. it was only then tt i found out abt serene's bf..so not updated haha. tingma, peace, malorie, my saxtion, hubert...long time no see sia. keep saying wanna meet up but never. yet surprisingly..i dun really miss playing my tenor sax, at least not as much as how i always felt during those band break b4 major exams. but i really feel like playing the instrument again. 3.5 size reed-selmer paris series 3-vandoren.

and good tt i still meet up with my class pp. speaking of tt, its been more than a month since we last met le. it really takes effort to maintain relationships.

for those interested, my life has been really boring..not much ups and downs. forget abt army, can't wait to ord. wat i came to realise is that i really like to stay at home. singing non-stop, online videos, movie dvds..these are the sort of things that accompanied me most of the time.

army is really a piece of shit. it prevents me from doing lots of things. learn guitar, learn composing, japanese, do part time singing at cafe.

as u grow older, time seems to pass by a lot faster... to think that it was three yrs ago when i attended jc.

2007-02-16T23:22:00.000+08:00

its been a month or so since my previous update. during this one month in army, i really experienced lots of defining moments. at the beginning, i was really not used to adding 'sergeant' 'sir' in front of each sentences...and talking to someone loudly. slowly, i got used to it. the crude language the higher ranks use can make one laugh lah..but when its to you..then different story. i finally turn darker and fitter. (to be continued)

paiseh, i feel very lazy to blog after gg in army. use the time to play or slp...more worthy.

gg malaysia tml for CNY! as you grow older, the excitment diminishes. but i still look forward to it!

i really miss the band pp..very long never see them...got meet up with sec sch, jc class, but never with them.